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4 corners island feeler
...or pickup a new hobby.
Doing something that you enjoy makes life worth living. That saved my marriage. That and being assertive about what I want.
Sometimes I have to ask myself, "What do I want, what do I need, and what can I get?" Because, there's a difference between what I want, what I need, and what I can get.
Need: food, shelter, clothing, companionship
Society dumps added needs: money, transportation (transportation to get the money to get the food, shelter, clothing)