Well, I had my first crash after ~4k miles (hwy + back roads), on Palomares rd. that happened on Dec 26th (Day after Christmas). I rode this road multiple times before.
The video of crash - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HJRB2amvApw
As I understand the bump threw me off the line, and I my focus got to side of the road.. when I've realized that's not where I want to go (fighting target fixation is really hard), I've tried to steer the bike but I think I was tense and my hands were fighting which side I need to push... and then I realized I couldn't make the turn - panic comes in.. and I grab front brake. Another important part of crash I think that I mentally prepared to crash, I remember my though pretty clear, surprisingly, the thought was "that's it, I'm going to crash". But the truth though is that I could make turn even after I fixated on side of the road.. I just needed to relax and push left..
As result I broke my left clavicle and got a concussion (I forgot what I was doing or where I've been couple days before, it got back to me pretty quick though, pretty much the same day). Also bruised up my knee pretty bad, but didn't brake anything. I was wearing all the gear, and I guess because I went into the dirt, pretty much all the gear was okay, besides few scuffs and left knee pad had actually cracked because of the crash.
As a conclusion, things which I think was most important:
* I zoned out - I think I was thinking about where I want to go for lunch before the crash, hence weren't ready for this bump.
* target fixation - I've never experienced it with such intense (I had couple not-so close calls before).. my vision was tunneled down to just this side of the road, I didn't see anything else around me... when I've tried to fight it back, it was super hard..
* mental state - accepting the crash, is pretty much guarantee the crash..
So what I'm doing now:
* keep mind on the road, trying to do not let it drift out from task at hand
* practicing my vision - trying to keep it's wide open as much as possible and look through the turn, pretty much past the most far point of road (vanishing point)
* mental state - trying to keep my mind clear or fight any potential thoughts about any complications.
The craziest thing was that pretty much just after the crash another rider appeared, Curt, who helped to put bike to side of the road and was super kind to use his truck to tow bike to shop (keeping it over holidays at his house)! Another person Alfonso was driving by and helped me to get to ER, where my wife took care of the rest. I believe I went to ER pretty much within 10-15 minutes after the crash! I owe to these guys for being so great, if you know them please let them know how great they are!
Here are some photos of gear after the crash in attachments
The video of crash - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HJRB2amvApw
As I understand the bump threw me off the line, and I my focus got to side of the road.. when I've realized that's not where I want to go (fighting target fixation is really hard), I've tried to steer the bike but I think I was tense and my hands were fighting which side I need to push... and then I realized I couldn't make the turn - panic comes in.. and I grab front brake. Another important part of crash I think that I mentally prepared to crash, I remember my though pretty clear, surprisingly, the thought was "that's it, I'm going to crash". But the truth though is that I could make turn even after I fixated on side of the road.. I just needed to relax and push left..
As result I broke my left clavicle and got a concussion (I forgot what I was doing or where I've been couple days before, it got back to me pretty quick though, pretty much the same day). Also bruised up my knee pretty bad, but didn't brake anything. I was wearing all the gear, and I guess because I went into the dirt, pretty much all the gear was okay, besides few scuffs and left knee pad had actually cracked because of the crash.
As a conclusion, things which I think was most important:
* I zoned out - I think I was thinking about where I want to go for lunch before the crash, hence weren't ready for this bump.
* target fixation - I've never experienced it with such intense (I had couple not-so close calls before).. my vision was tunneled down to just this side of the road, I didn't see anything else around me... when I've tried to fight it back, it was super hard..
* mental state - accepting the crash, is pretty much guarantee the crash..
So what I'm doing now:
* keep mind on the road, trying to do not let it drift out from task at hand
* practicing my vision - trying to keep it's wide open as much as possible and look through the turn, pretty much past the most far point of road (vanishing point)
* mental state - trying to keep my mind clear or fight any potential thoughts about any complications.
The craziest thing was that pretty much just after the crash another rider appeared, Curt, who helped to put bike to side of the road and was super kind to use his truck to tow bike to shop (keeping it over holidays at his house)! Another person Alfonso was driving by and helped me to get to ER, where my wife took care of the rest. I believe I went to ER pretty much within 10-15 minutes after the crash! I owe to these guys for being so great, if you know them please let them know how great they are!
Here are some photos of gear after the crash in attachments
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