Not sure where to go with this... General, Crash Analysis, for damn sure not the Sink.
Without going into detail, I was at the scene of Glenn's death while traveling to Hawthorne last weekend. I can't stop seeing it. I've had problems focusing all week. Questioning my thoughts, actions, all of it. People tell me they're impressed with my resilience, but I feel the opposite. I feel twisted inside. Tense, distant, detached. This isn't me.
I hate this. How do I stop seeing, stop thinking? How do LEOs deal with this all the time?
Without going into detail, I was at the scene of Glenn's death while traveling to Hawthorne last weekend. I can't stop seeing it. I've had problems focusing all week. Questioning my thoughts, actions, all of it. People tell me they're impressed with my resilience, but I feel the opposite. I feel twisted inside. Tense, distant, detached. This isn't me.
I hate this. How do I stop seeing, stop thinking? How do LEOs deal with this all the time?