i_am_the_koi
Be Here Now
So this morning I was commuting to work on my normal motorcycle mountain road between Sonoma and Napa.
Super goaty, super bumpy, but a road I've done for 20 years.
I learned to ride on this road. I learned to drive on this road. I had my first crash on this road. Hell, I lost my virginity on this road. Norly
Today though I felt like a noob all over again. I target fixated. I stopped on every corner and creeped around it. I stared at cliffs like it was a certainty I was going to go over them. I got caught by a Prius and let them pass me. I even put my foot down once to help me balance on a turn like a noob...
Dafuq?
I was very happy when it was over and I was on the main road in Sonoma going to work. It took me 45 minutes, not my usual commute time.
I didn't think about it, planned on taking a different route home, but when I got off work I instinctually took the mountain road home.
Same bumps, same cliffs, same goaty nature, but no fear.
I did my normal pace, not flying but a healthy clip, and did my average time of 34 minutes door to door.
What changed? How did I reset? What was I afraid of?
I have no idea.
Somehow I reset myself and lost whatever was bothering me.
So how do you do that while riding?
How do you go from recognizing you're out of it and reset?
Or do you? Do you accept there is something in the air that you don't like and just go slow?
:dunno
Super goaty, super bumpy, but a road I've done for 20 years.
I learned to ride on this road. I learned to drive on this road. I had my first crash on this road. Hell, I lost my virginity on this road. Norly
Today though I felt like a noob all over again. I target fixated. I stopped on every corner and creeped around it. I stared at cliffs like it was a certainty I was going to go over them. I got caught by a Prius and let them pass me. I even put my foot down once to help me balance on a turn like a noob...
Dafuq?
I was very happy when it was over and I was on the main road in Sonoma going to work. It took me 45 minutes, not my usual commute time.
I didn't think about it, planned on taking a different route home, but when I got off work I instinctually took the mountain road home.
Same bumps, same cliffs, same goaty nature, but no fear.
I did my normal pace, not flying but a healthy clip, and did my average time of 34 minutes door to door.
What changed? How did I reset? What was I afraid of?
I have no idea.
Somehow I reset myself and lost whatever was bothering me.
So how do you do that while riding?
How do you go from recognizing you're out of it and reset?
Or do you? Do you accept there is something in the air that you don't like and just go slow?
:dunno