Lester Green
DROOPY FOR MOD
so Feanor did you cram your sausage in her shit pipe?
Cold Shower!
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gixxerjoeca
Banned
^^^:rofl:rofl:rofl
JMack
Well-known member
wouldn't a $20 dollar copay to a shrink been much easier and have lesser ramifications?
I'm trying to really not take part in this thread anymore but everytime you answer, it's more lies, embellishments and non accountability
This is a quote from one of your last posts on ZX10R:
http://www.zx-10r.net/forum/showpost.php?p=1458828&postcount=34
"I can understand how those that followed the story are now upset because it was not exactly as they thought it was described. I had to "dumb it down" quite a bit because if I had written the truth, I probably would have incurred wrath of disbelief even sooner."
Dude, I don't want you to go away from BARF. You should be part of the community. I really think you're a decent guy, just have a slight imagination problem, but cmon now. You got caught already. You're looking at a clean slate, dude. Don't blow it again. I like to trust people second chances , but you're making it damn hard, bro.
Don't give people an excuse to dig up more shit and embarass you. I know you don't need my personal acknowledgement but you obviously feel the need to be liked. Belive it or not, I'm on your side.
No more excuses, you fucked up. Period.
The excuses and rationalizations are what gets me the most.
Let's move on and maybe you can start working on the next chapter of CS for those that really enjoyed it and want more:thumbup
OK , I'm really done. Good luck at the SKIPs meet. I won't be there but I'm sure I'll run into you someday. Peace,dude.
JMack
Well-known member
Just so you know...I'm right around 2:01 at Thill........
turning into Turn 9 :rofl
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jacksprat
+magic
Two men blowing each other in pink tutus, leather chastity belts and orange wigs could not be gayer than the way this cat writes. It's like a overly dramatic menopausal woman. Fuck dude, get over yourself and stop writing like you're in a second rate Harlequin novel.
Much love.:thumbup
Much love.:thumbup
Traq
Well-known member
Because apparently you are a drama queen that gets off on the feedback whether it is negative or positive.
You don't accept any bit of this as real. Even though I personally have driven past your fucking house and looked in to your garage. You had some electronic drum set setup inside there. Your bike parked over on the one side. A bike trailer sitting out front.
Dude, you are not fucking anonymous. I know who you are and where you live. I've seen your face. Stop fucking pretending. That shit is done and over. Accept it and quit with your psychosis already.
Sharky
Well-known member
Traq stalking Feanor? I see where you are coming from, but come on.
Word to the wise...
Don't F! with Barf! If you are Feanor or Sherv.
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Jakemate
Pastafarian Minister
Didnt realize my sandbagging bugged you so much......
Feanor
Unmasked
This is getting ridiculous now.
Of course you know where I live, I never doubted it for a second, and anonymity is kind of tough to preserve when you plan on being at a Skipolinni's barf get together to answer any and all questions thrown at me.
Something is really eating at you, because if you had rung my doorbell, or stopped at the house while I was working in the garage on the bike (I am always doing this) I couldn't offer you beer, but I would have offered you wine or a soda, and said "It's good to put a face to the avatar finally"
Isn't it more a sign of anonymity that you drove by my house to observe me unnoticed? Were you afraid I would have called the police? I wouldn't have, on any Barf member. Was I not as "chubby" or pathetic "looking" as you were expecting? I have no idea.
Traq, what you have no idea of is the words that have been in my mind since the very beginning, words of apology, words of complete remorse, words of how if I had a time machine I would have set it years ago so that I could go back and start all over again and call all of you friends as "me"
What you don't seem to be understanding is that the apology is real, the words are there and even more than that the feelings of absolute disgust for what I did is there and the people who required no apology see this, and that's why I apologize, over and over, to them.
Try to imagine what it must feel like for me to be surrounded on wednesday by people who I've deceived over a period of years, and face them and show them that I'm asking for another chance, in person, and then thinking about what you and others are demanding... "words" I could do that with one hand and my eyes closed in 30 seconds.
I wrote Cold Shower because I wanted to get answers and I always loved to give people "what they wanted" I don't think it was moved to Best of Barf because it was a shitty piece that got no attention. Now I am thinking of myself and trying only to say what it is in MY mind.
Did I mess up horribly by posting the way I did, Absolutely
Was it wrong to make people feel something good or bad about a person(s) who did not exist, Yes
Do I feel bad that I did it, You have no idea
Do I wish I could take it back, everyday
Am I trying to make good on it, everyday
Is this an apology which cuts to the very deepest part of who I am and is it sincere, Yes, a very large and resounding YES...
Is this apology meant for you, no
It's meant for everyone that met me halfway and called the ambulance after I ran wide on a turn without standing there demanding that I admit that I fucked-up first.
Janna is absolutely right, Sane can't talk to Crazy, but apparently with some people here it's more of a situation where our two different kinds of insanity are incompatible. I hear Dannielle, and many others, and she is the one that my apologies and my remorse are felt strongest for, because I hear her, and have listened to her even when she didn't want to talk in the beginning. Is she Crazy too? Because I think we hear the other person very clearly.
I'm absolutely certain that many will still call this "half-assed" because it doesn't touch on what they demand to have, and they will show there "concern" for the situation by threatening to "dig-up" things on the internet and "embarass me" more. I'm fully expecting this. I've been posting on the internet for 20 years since it was only Mosaic, and I'm certain there are VOLUMES of information there about me that can be taken in or out of context to make me look like a fool and make you and those that "research" laugh loudly. but the louder you laugh, and the more you dig, the more it shows to me and everyone else that posting as a non-existent person was a great idea from the start.
I'm also finding it really irritating that people are telling me to drop the BS and talk like "me" because on Facebook and ZX-10R and everywhere else they found, I sound "different" Is it such a stretch of the imagination to consider that You, and everyone else on Barf actually heard the real me for the first time when I wrote Cold Shower? and that Facebook and everywhere else has been my "mask" over the years? I guess there is no way to convince you of that except for you to know me in many different social situations until you think "shit, he really does talk like a freak that way"
Sounding like a wound-up, post menopausal attorney with a need to use words with an average of 5 syllables or more is almost a requirement for me here too. It puts distance between how far I need to be pulled down to resort to personal insults and rudeness. Call it an etiquette shield. I don't like to be rude and my wife has personally counted me holding a door open for 26 people at a U2 concert before I finally went in.
I'm done posting in this way here and leave it completely open to every response. I'll be in general and Moto Fotos and Garage and training and parts for sale trying to post without incurring the wrath of Holeshot and Baptistro.
I'll be here only to continue writing about Stefan... as David
I'm am actually genuinely sorry you didn't get what you needed. I really hope that this post doesn't make things worse. Holeshot says you are a great guy and I will believe him. Let's make this more about motorcycles and I promise that "Stefan" will never appear anywhere but Cold Shower.
Next time you come by, PLEASE stop and come in. If you want to dislike me, tell people you met me in person and that I'm a douche in person, not from text you read on my screen.
David
p.s. Oh, and if you really think I'm a drama queen, I will stop posting on Barf altogether and only come here to find out when and where people are riding so I could join them if they'll have me. I like this whole being David thing more...
Caddywumpus
4N631
Im just going to call you Stephan.
Feanor
Unmasked
mattzz
Multipurpose
will do! But It's actually "Stefan" It's the german spelling
David
Errrm, no, it's not *the* german spelling.
Actually, both spellings (ph/f) are widely known in Germany.
Feanor
Unmasked
You have me there, Mattzz, I stand corrected. I guess it was just "Stefan" because, as far as the US is concerned, that spelling has more of a "not in Kansas anymore" flavor than the other variants.
Damn, ok, no more posting in here this way for me.
David
stan23
Well-known member
Hey man--Just continue being who you are; doesn't bother me one bit.
You've never offered bad advice, or done any trolling. I say you're an asset to the forum.
I've always applauded you for how well you take criticism, and how you handle baiting. I must admit, i've done some baiting on you years back, but you handled it like a champ.
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Skarthi
RIP Buster & Betty
Never write about the girlin the office who want to boff you in the copy room
RcrBoy
Well-known member
You talk too much........................ :|
Traq
Well-known member
Stan showing the azn solidarity again! AZNS 4 LYFE!
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