Your poll is confusing... you are asking us which question you should ask?
but seriously, while I may disagree with how you've handled some things, your contributions to the forum are appreciated.
This. Although I already answered your poll, I think you should clarify WHY you are asking.
Do YOU want to be here is the better question. That should give you the answer of whether or not it is worth it to you to put up with whatever is making you question it.
My outside take on your modship (simply from observation). You adhere to the strict terms of the TOS and believe that exceptions to it only lead to chaos. Which occasionally they do. I will say you have been more even keeled in the recent past.
I understand the position actually. I don't always agree and occasionally with a family exceptions need to be made. That however leads to calls of favoritism. You can't really win. Whatever your take you are bound to make both friends and enemies.
That said, I am glad your voice is there, and I am glad that others are there as well. That dichotomy which I am sure leads to some arguments... ultimately works.
As for your contributions to barf outside of your role as a moderator. They are indeed valuable and appreciated.